Can I get yo num-bah?

Alright, so I've been thinking a lot about people lately. I think there are some things I need to say to some of them. I won't call them by name, because I'm cool like that...but hopefully (but probably not) they will read this and know it's them.





#1
I put you at #1 because, even though the numbers don't hold any significance save which I mentioned first, you would probably hurt me if you were anything else. Fine, I'm cool with that. Anyway, your impact certainly isn't anything "new" - unless a decade and a half is "new". Either way, our #samepersonsyndrome means we think a lot alike and tend to understand each other better than would be expected. I think I may have accidentally given away who you were just then. Oops. #sorrynotsorry.

Anyway, if you ever do read this I hope you know how thankful I am that you are in my life, and I have no idea what I'd do without you. You know better than anybody how I'm a mess anyway...

So, thanks for being awesome. Even though you are a #loser, you're my #loser.


#2
You're...unique. Like me. Maybe that's why we get along so well. And despite what you insist, you don't keep me up. Anyway, you just kind of came up out of nowhere, and have done amazing things in the short time you've been here. You probably don't see it, but I do. I don't even know how to explain it, but you "get it". It seems like I've known you much longer than I actually have.

Anyway, if you ever do read this I hope you know how much potential I see in you. I may not be easy to surprise, but you still managed somehow. Remember that sometimes our blessings come through raindrops.

#3
I'll admit it. So far, you're the least likely to actually read this. I get that. Won't stop me, but at least I'm honest with myself. Anyway, you're another one who's really moving in relatively fast. Maybe it's because once you see me suspended (what feels like) a thousand feet off the ground, mostly upside-down, with very sharp wires in very uncomfortable places, screaming for mercy yet still "EMERGING AS LEADERS", there isn't much awkwardness to get out of the way. Perhaps that's a good thing.

Anyway, if you ever do read this I hope you forgive me for that terrible first impression. I promise I'm not that awkward in "real life"......okay fine I am. But there usually isn't that much height involved.

You've got a lot of nice qualities. Don't quite know how to explain it. I have this friend though...I think you'd get along

#4
I hope you don't read this. You just might, but I hope not. I hope you're too busy. I hope you don't read this and I REALLY hope you don't realize it's you. Because I've got a lot to say.

You hurt me. I said you didn't, and I really believed myself, but you did. I don't blame you, but nevertheless I can't deny now that I was hurt. For the first time, I thought I was onto something good.

In retrospect, I see how stupid I was to expect anything. I just wish you'd said something sooner, before I got attached. Either way, I'm happy now. I'm good, really. I can't ever tell you though, because you told me not to.

#5
I take back what I said about #3. You are 99.999999% not going to read this. I'm cool with that. I don't have much to say to you. I just hope you're doing better. I am. I still blame myself for what happened, though. That's getting better too, though. I hear you're happy. Good. Maybe it was me holding you back all along...

#6
You....you just might read this. I don't know yet. Because I don't know you yet. #6 is the person I've yet to meet. Understandably, I don't have too much to say. I just hope you know what you're getting into....welcome aboard, and allons-y